a selfish woman's confessions

How long more do you want to play with me?
When you break a glass you can hear the sound...
but when u break a heart, there is nothing..
his parched voice
void of any warmth
made heavy with regrets
hissed those worlds out
before it died away...

When ppl are young
they throw away things
with no regrets
cos their blood is still hot
and sparkly dreams blind their vision
but when they are old
they regret
the little little things they missed
dat had carve huge craters of loneliness
filled with the molten lava of resentment
in their lives..
his voice quivered as he said these words

you've lied to me
im nothing to u
nothing..
just a useless man
all you care for is your dreams, wat u deserve and wat u didnt get
his words poured out...
with sincere hurt..
and my heavyweight dream
pounced my skull
as my heart sank
knowing that he was speaking the truth..

What can i say..
but.
that ur right my love
I lost sight of all dat uv done
all the sacrifices uv made
all the times uv given up ur dreams
and ur self.. for me and my happiness.
and not just u..
i forgot all others around me
who shed their sweat and tears for me

cos i was blinded
by the need to fill
vacant spaces created by insecurity
with ambition
when all i had to do
was reach out..
and touch ur tears..
and fill my life
with ur love

dedicated to the mountain spirit